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Old 11-19-2001, 02:42 PM   #9 (permalink)
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I'm sorry for going off on you guys, Rob especially you know I love you man.

this friday we went out to a club in the napperville area and everything was going good until she came up to me with her eyes completely blood shot and not looking very well. a few moments later she passed out right in front of me, I didn't know what else to do so I carred her outside and called 911. 10 minutes or so later the ambulance came and took her away. Thank GOD my friend who's an EMT was there to perform CPR because she wasn't responding and was barely breathing on her own. I took off and drove to the hospital as fast as I could getting pulled over doing well over 120mph (the cop said) but he was cool and he escorted me to the hospital as fast as he could. I was so freaked out driving there thinking about what might happen and all the things that would happen if she was dead when I got there. Selfich things that I don't know why I was thinking them, like I should have told her this and I should have done this and I should have protected her, but I didn't know anything even got slipped into her drink at all. I got to the hospital and couldn't see her just then so I waited and waited and waited for what seemed like an enternity. Finally the doctor came out and told me that she had been druged with some type of substance that was strong enough to knock out 5 people her size for a long time. They said she was lucky to still be alive, but she was still not awake and wasn't responding to anything. I got to sit there by her and it killed me to see her with all the tubes and chit and the monitors and the breathing thing to help her breath. I saw that and thought to myself that she would neve wake up again and that I did this. I was the one who wanted to go out and I was the one who didn't watch over her. He parents finally came and I left cause I couldn't bare to see her like that much more. I sat in the waiting room for two days straight waiting for her to wake up. Nothing. So I came to work this morning hope that I could drowned myself in paper work and stuff to get my mind off of it and I realized something. I love her. Me and her dated for a few months awhile back and we broke up and we just started hanging out for the past two weeks hoping something would happen and we could work it out. I just have so much fun with her even when I not doing anything at all. She's more of a friend then anything else, but I think thats what makes a relationship work so well. I've looked at other people relationships and thats the one thing in common with them all that work out. Friendship!

So I called her mother up this afternoon and she came out of it today. She doesn't remeber anything of that night and she has even forgot some of the basic things about her own. But the doctor said she's going to be ok in a couple weeks. They said she's going to be in the hospital for the next week or so going through a detox to flush out the system, but she should be ok. I'm just glad that she's going to live and I'm still kinda nervous about what to say to her about the way I feel now. I got some thinking to do.

Sorry about the venting guys. Maybe we could do the hooters meet some time again. I really was looking foward to meeting allot of you guys for the first time and to reunit with some of you guys again.

Later JOE.

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